4.24.2011

serious progress...but why...

We made some serious progress on Miss Delainey's room this weekend...to which I must thank both my Husband (for indulging my desire to get this accomplished all in one weekend) and my mom for all of her help in cleaning, shopping, laundry and everything else she did to help this go a little smoother.

However, as I sit here on Sunday, thinking about the few things that we still have left to do...the few things we still need and the entire process in general - I am left wondering if my desire to finish everything related to Lainey's room was in some way my attempt at moving this along. I know that a part of it was that I was beginning to feel slightly unsettled - Delainey is due in just over 10 weeks and up until this weekend, we had nothing but boxes, and piles of stuff scattered around our house. But now, her room is close enough to done that should she decide to come early...remember my husband arrived 6 weeks early when he was born...her room is all ready to go.

But I can't help to think that this may have been my way of coping with the fact that we still have about 10 weeks to go...and that this is one of the times in my life where a countdown means nothing, all the planning in world will not truly allow me to control this situation and there are so many "unknowns" that it scares the heck out of me! At least this is one aspect of this process that I can control and plan and organize...most of everything else, I just sort of have to go with the flow!

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